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I've never seen you in my memory.
This holiday I realised I've found some truths. I've finally realised the reason behind my dad's reluctance to the issue of selling the factory. It was sth my yeye gave my dad. My yeye had the factory to do lots of stuff. His sweat, blood and effort put into the factory.Then he passed on to my dad. P.S. My yeye is still alive mind you. Its sth significant to my dad lah. And my ah mah. Abt a week ago she went into ICU because of heart attack. Sad ): She has leg problems too. I hope she could walk with ease and be healthier. Just like before. I wish my parents could work less earn more (reminds me of teach less learn more).
More importantly, I wish that all my wishes come true
Unfolds.
I've created baidu acc. You can see it on my profile page, the 'Touch the sky' navigation. :D
I Love You I never really knew you you were just another friend, but when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry, I had to forget my first love and give love another try. So I've fallen in love with you, and I'll never let you go, I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know. And if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say, but I'll never stop loving you each and every day. My feelings for you will never change, just know my feelings are true. Just remember one thing.......... I Love You!!!!
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You Are This To Me By Ashley Curtid
You're the thought that starts each morning the conclusion to my day. You are all in I do and everything I say. You're the smile on my face the twinkle in my eye. The warmth inside my heart and the fullness in my life. You're the hand laced im mine, and the coat upon my back. My friend, my love my shoulder to lean on. You're my silly, mature, caring thoughtful, bright and honest guy. The one who holds me tightly when I need to cry. You're the dimple to my cheek the ever constant tingle in my soul The voice that makes me weak the hapiness of my life. You are all I've ever wanted. You are all I need You are all I've dreamed of You are all this to me
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The Things I Love About You
I love the way you make me laugh I love the way you make me cry
Tears of joy stream from my eyes As I hear your voice, a loving surprise.
I love you when you're angry I love you when you're sad
I love you when you're glad When you tell me of the day you had
I love you truly I love you deeply
Ever since the day I let you meet me
I missed you when you left I miss you now more than ever
Making a mistake that I regret Hoping that you are a forgiver
Without you, my life is strife But now I ask for a second chance
Be with me and start a life Together forever, an eternal dance
I wait for you as the days go by My love is growing inch by inch
I cannot wait to see you again But I wait for you, and your warm kiss
Gah
Has been having headaches recently. :(
Nothing much to post about and I've recently been limited on the internet. In other words I can't play as much anymore. :(
Kaching.
Yesterday went Suntec To the convention center for book fair. Bought books, stationary and I bought a new plushie dog. Medium sized :D (ok, i kinda forget what i wanna say so when i rmb, i'll edit this post :/)
Today went to bishan to :return books, cut hair, change bros' shoes, etc. My haircut was ridiculous and horrible. It was all the way too short. Somehow I managed to fix it just a little. Kinda proud of myself...not. SO i'll wait for like maybe a month before my hair grows back :P hmph.
Stuff I need/want to get: 1) Thesaurus 2) Chinese Book 3) Toy ATM Machine 4) Hair spray 5) Baking Soda 6) Uniform and Text Books. 7) Piano 8) Pencil Case 9) Sports Shoes. Ok, some of the things are stuff that I would only think and want to buy once in a blue moon. Really random :P
Now I'm Speechless, a common mode of mine. P.S I think my phone has some kind of problem, SCREW THE PHONE.
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going.Yeah, we're going down
I'm bored so I visited 987 fm charts. Yeah, I'm desperate. :P
Currently listening to each song from descending order. One by one.
Random Pick
And you can see my heart beating You can see it through my chest Said Im terrified, but Im not leaving I know that I must pass this test So just pull the trigger
As my life flashes before my eyes Im wondering will I Ever see another sun rise So many wont get the chance to say goodbye But its too late to think of the value of my life
Rihanna - Russian Roulette
"Forgiveness is the fragrance the violet sheds on the heel that has crushed it"
Don't stand beside my grave and weep, For I'm not there, I do not sleep, I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond's glint on snow, I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken in morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush, of quiet birds in circle flight, I am soft stars that shine at night, Don't stand beside my grave and cry, I am not there. I did not die.
Sighs. So lost now, don't know what to do.
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.
I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.
Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman
Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.
Now you understand Just why my head's not bowed. I don't shout or jump about Or have to talk real loud. When you see me passing It ought to make you proud. I say, It's in the click of my heels, The bend of my hair, the palm of my hand, The need of my care, 'Cause I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.
I'm so random and kinda tired of life. :(
"I cry" Sometimes when I'm alone I Cry, Cause I am on my own. The tears I cry are bitter and warm. They flow with life but take no form I Cry because my heart is torn. I find it difficult to carry on. If I had an ear to confiding, I would cry among my treasured friend, but who do you know that stops that long, to help another carry on. The world moves fast and it would rather pass by. Then to stop and see what makes one cry, so painful and sad. And sometimes... I Cry and no one cares about why.
Tupac Shakur
So noisy here.
Love is the language of hearts Even cardiologists fail to know how it starts When a loved one for a while departs The other is striking darts into others hearts
Look at this one ....
I want to die peacefully in my sleep like my grandfather. Not screaming in terror like his passengers. Lol, it's kinda insulting and funny. Seems like the grandfather was like a driver who fell asleep while driving maybe. :S
Chalet :D
Came back from chalet. A tiny weeny bit sad. Was like hungry and sleepy lah. :P On the first day, we had Amazing Race. It was cool but seriously exhausting. We had 5 stations and random tasks. We were quite sian at the last station. XP We went to several places like parkway parade, tampines mall and suntec city. We ended last I think, because we didn't want to take the cab. There were four groups, Hot Pink, Gluey Green(my group), Blue Black, Banana Yello. The last group to finish the race was supposed to clean up for our later on bbq. However everyone helped cleaned up anyways. After the race we had lunch on our own. Right after was some free time to spend in the chalet. We chatted, played blind mice and etc. Then we went to prep for bbq and started bbqing. I helped in bbqing which is kinda cool. The rest helped themselves, chatted and took photos. It was great and our bbq pit didn't have any smoke. So erm yeah, everyone helped clean up. Then we had our night walk which is actually you are being blindfolded and then someone will pull u by a string. Then people will try to scare you. It wasn't at all scared. :P Still, it was pretty awesome. Then we played at the chalet and watched Shutter and Bring It on dunno which lah. We watched both until >2 a.m. I guess. The next day we went to the beach. We played frezz and melt and popcorn and another game which i dunno what lah. We had lunch and then headed for wild wild wet. It was kinda cool with almost everyone there. The rides weren't scary at all. :P Instead I think the kiddie playground was pretty awesome. Had a splendid time including other rides. Then we went back to chalet after having dinner and I watched Stardust. It was ok. :) I think we didn't do anything much liao lah cos we were all exhausted. We checked out etc.
Sec 1 stuff :P
1)Pens. 2)Correction tape. 3)Maybe markers. 4)Planner. 5)Uniform duh. 6)Shoes. 7)Files. 8)Err now my mind is blank, please tell me what else to buy :(
I'm doing random stuff like Talking to random stranger :D on Omegle :P
I NEED TO GET THESE STUFF!!!PLEASE 1)WhiteLight 2)Hair straightener 3)Piano
Artists who seek perfection in everything are those who cannot attain it in anything.
Hhmm, it's fading away, maybe it was just a short term thing. o.O
I'm lost in your dreams, during the day, and coz of that ,i can't feel the sun's rays, I'm lost in your dreams, even at night, and coz of that ,i can't see the moon light, I'm lost in your dreams, for months together, and coz of that, i can't feel the changing weather, So dear now i can't leave you coz, Without U my life is "Blue",. By Joy I'm losing you.... :'(
Going for chalet on 9-11. Gym chalet. Can't wait and we're having Secret Santa. :D Bought my present liao :D
And apparently there was this war on facebook. Damn sad nia, ppl insulting others. No offense, I'm not on anyone's side but myself. I'm not perfect but if u think you're perfect then guess what? YOU'RE FREAKIN FLAWED. :P It's mean.
Observe your enemies, for they first find out your faults.
He hasn't an enemy in the world - but all his friends hate him.
The enemy is anybody who's going to get you killed, no matter which side he's on.
Am I rubbing salt to wound? Sorry but this is unfair for everyone. Oh and I NEED TO GET LEOTARDS!
Up! Dated
Heeeys people! I've finally updated my twitter since like....centuries. :D Please visit/add/follow/spam/whatever bloody shit la okays? You can find the web (for facebook, twitter and tumblr) in my profile which is the 'touch the sky' navigation :D
List of random stuff : 1)Facebook: Fishville, Petville, RC, Country Story. Etc 2)Tumblr 3)Twitter 4)Pencil box, Toothbrush, Desk. 5)Brain torture, knitting. 6)Need to get a piano!! 7)Thinking 8)Training. 9)And counting oso etc.
"Everything we hear is an opinion, not a fact. Everything we see is a perspective, not the truth."
Life is mostly froth and bubble, Two things stand like stone, Kindness in another's trouble, Courage in your own.
"Faith is the bird that feels the light and sings when the dawn is still dark"
"Modern dancing is old fashioned. "
Found this 'joke'.
In Order Of Stupidity... In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods.
On a Sears hairdryer -- Do not use while sleeping. (Darn, and that's the only time I have to work on my hair).
On a bag of Fritos -- You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special)?
On a bar of Dial soap -- "Directions: Use like regular soap." (and that would be how???.....)
On some Swanson frozen dinners -- "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's "just" a suggestion).
On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom) -- "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh)!
On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding - "Product will be hot after heating." (...and you thought????....)
On packaging for a Rowenta iron -- "Do not iron clothes on body." (but wouldn't this save me more time)?
On Boot's Children Cough Medicine -- "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication." (We could do a lot to reduce the rate of construction accidents if we could just get those 5-year-olds with head-colds off those forklifts.)
On Nytol Sleep Aid -- "Warning: May cause drowsiness..." (and...I'm taking this because???....)
On most brands of Christmas lights -- "For indoor or outdoor use only." (as opposed to...what)?
On a Japanese food processor -- "Not to be used for the other use." (now, somebody out there, help me on this. I'm a bit curious.)
On Sainsbury's peanuts -- "Warning: contains nuts." (talk about a news flash)
On an American Airlines packet of nuts -- "Instructions: Open packet, eat nuts." (Step 3: maybe, uh...fly Delta?)
On a child's Superman costume -- "Wearing of this garment does not enable you to fly." (I don't blame the company. I blame the parents for this one.)
On a Swedish chainsaw -- "Do not attempt to stop chain with your hands or genitals." (Oh my God...was there a lot of this happening somewhere?)
And another. -.-"
Comfortable Two sisters, one blonde and one brunette, inherit the family ranch. Unfortunately, after just a few years, they are in financial trouble. In order to keep the bank from repossessing the ranch, they need to purchase a bull so that they can breed their own stock. Upon leaving, the brunette tells her sister, "When I get there, if I decide to buy the bull, I'll contact you to drive out after me and haul it home." The brunette arrives at the man's ranch, inspects the bull, and decides she wants to buy it. The man tells her that he will sell it for $599, no less.
After buying him, she drives to the nearest town to send her sister a telegram to tell her the news. She walks into the telegraph office, and says, "I want to send a telegram to my sister telling her that I've bought a bull for our ranch. I need her to hitch the trailer to our pickup truck and drive out here so we can haul it home."
The telegraph operator explains that he'll be glad to help her, then adds, "It's just 99 cents a word."
Well, after paying for the bull, the brunette only has $1 left. She realizes that she'll only be able to send her sister one word.
After thinking for a few minutes, she nods, and says, "I want you to send her the word "comfortable". The telegraph operator shakes his head. "How is she ever going to know that you want her to hitch the trailer to your pickup truck and drive out here to haul that bull back to your ranch if you send her the word, "comfortable?'"
The brunette explains, "My sister's blonde. The word's big. She'll read it slow. - - - - ("com-for-da-bul" )
Tight muscles!
Today's 'extra' training was a little more vigorous because I was already sore from yesterday's stamina training. :P But today is also more fun cause we did tons of tramp. XD Hehe.
Saw on facebook today that wileen and a 'few' others are mad at brian. Insulting ppl and their parents. IDK....
Nothing much, gonna edit post ---again.
What is Love but the Demon inside or is an Angel, with play on his mind?
If you ask for a fish I’ll bring you the ocean, If you ask for a flower I’ll bring you the garden, If you ask for a cloud I’ll bring you the sky , If you ask for a star I’ll bring you the universe, If you ask for a giggle I give you a smile, If you ask for a finger I‘ll give you my hand, If you ask for a horse I’ll bring you the herd, If you ask for some sand I’ll bring the beach , If you’re asking for my heart, too late, it’s already yours. By Carlos Sotolongo
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. By samar
Some jokes :P
(It's a phone answering machine.) Hi. This is John: If you are the phone company, I already sent the money. If you are my parents, please send money. If you are my financial aid institution, you didn't lend me enough money. If you are my friends, you owe me money. If you are a female, don't worry, I have plenty of money.
(Ice Cream Flavour Joke) The young man entered the Ice Cream Palace and asked, "What kinds of ice cream do you have?" "Vanilla, chocolate, strawberry," the girl wheezed as she spoke, patted her chest and seemed unable to continue. "Do you have laryngitis?" the young man asked sympathetically. "Nope," she whispered, "just vanilla, chocolate and strawberry."
(I don't really understand but whatever,) A man is flying in a hot air balloon and realizes he is lost. He reduces height and spots a man down below. He lowers the balloon further and shouts, "Excuse me, can you help me? I promised my friend I would meet him half an hour ago, but I don't know where I am." The man below says, "Yes. You are in a hot air balloon, hovering approximately 30 feet above this field. You are between 40 and 42 degrees North latitude, and between 58 and 60 degrees West longitude." "You must be an engineer," says the balloonist. "I am," replies the man. "How did you know?" "Well," says the balloonist, "everything you have told me is technically correct, but I have no idea what to make of your information, and the fact is I am still lost." The man below says, "You must be a manager." "I am," replies the balloonist, "but how did you know?" "Well," says the man, "you don't know where you are, or where you are going. You have made a promise which you have no idea how to keep, and you expect me to solve your problem. The fact is you are in the exact same position you were in before we met, but now it is somehow my fault."
(Criminal joke) An old man lived alone in Idaho. He wanted to spade his potato garden, but it was very hard work. His only son, Allen, who used to help him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament:
____________________________________________________ Dear Allen,
I am feeling pretty bad because it looks like I won't be able to plant my potato garden this year. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot. If you were here, all my troubles would be over. I know you would dig the plot for me.
Love Dad ____________________________________________________
A few days later he received a letter from his son:
____________________________________________________ Dear Dad,
For heaven's sake, dad, don't dig up that garden, that's where I buried the BODIES.
Love Allen ____________________________________________________
At 4A.M. the next morning, F.B.I. agents and local police showed up and dug up the entire area without finding any bodies.They apologized to the old man and left. That same day the old man received another letter from his son:
____________________________________________________ Dear Dad,
Go ahead and plant the potatoes now. That's the best I could do under the circumstances.
Love Allen. ____________________________________________________
Spamnation. "Desire drives the soul"
Obama Alien Defence - stupid game. :P "Kiiiiiiiill the aliens!!!!"

Cold Storage - Cute game, but I got pissed off at the 2nd level.

Chick Flick - looks cute (if you're a girl) ? Don't be fooled, it's a retarted and waste-of-time-kinda-game. >:P-------------------------------------------------- Just had a nap, lol, I know, it's almost 'sleep-time'. Bleh :P
Before that was total boredom-ness so i let my brothers play Dota. Before that, I was playing random miniclip games. I'm going to post stupid pictures. ^^^
We say we love flowers, yet we pluck them. We say we love trees, yet we cut them down. And some people still wonder why some are afraid when they are told they are loved.
Do not run from the truth. There be nought so hard to live with as a lie.
I adore simple pleasures. They are the last refuge of the complex.
The more things change, the more they remain... insane.
Words without actions are the assassins of idealism.
If you love him let him go, if he comes back to you, he was always yours.
Heeeey! Nothing much today, just training. I just realised I usually post quotes because I have nothing better to do and spamming posts. :P
Life, the gift of nature, Love, the gift of life, a Kiss, the gift of Love.
I can't sleep tonight, cause you're not by my side.
Will be editing this post later. :P
Obligation
Obligation to Cherin. Unwritten.
Anyways, saw a nice 'poem/quote'...
A relationship is like a rose, How long it lasts, no one knows; Love can erase an awful past, Love can be yours, you'll see at last; To feel that love, it makes you sigh, To have it leave, you'd rather die; You hope you've found that special rose, Cause you love and care for the one you chose.
Nice? I love it.
Quote-ta.2 ♥
HEEEEEEEYS. Found another quotation website. Love quotes anyways.
Here's one that caught my eye in the first 5 secs i entered the webpage.
I Cry For The Times That You Were Almost Mine, I Cry For The Memories I've Left Behind, I Cry For The Pain, The Lost, The Old, the New.. I Now Cry For The Times I Thought I Had You
From www.sheetudeep.com/lovequotes.html ------------------------------------ And found another again, about funny life quotes.
Life is like an onion; you peel off one layer at a time and sometimes you weep.
Haha. From http://www.basicjokes.com/dquotes.php?cid=243 ------------------------------------ And another. 3 examples.
1) Life is a foreign language; all men mispronounce it. 2)Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome. 3)Life is a sexually transmitted disease.
From http://www.quotationspage.com/subjects/life/
"Every thing happens for a reason"
No this, no that. No pain, no gain. No bitter, no sweet. No cold, no warmth. No rain, no rainbow. No questions, no answers. No Sun, no Earth. No frown, no smile. No sad, no happy. No you and no me.

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You're emo, right?
If you think you're emo, try this: http://pedobear.org/7.html
I'm lost.
Been shivering the whole night, in pain, not because I'm cold - well not physically anyways.
Gonna search for more quotes soon, been lazing around recently. Or maybe not. Sighs.
Made it, mean it.
GREEEEIGHT, yeah rite.
Yes, I just got home from the movies, it took my mind off things a little. Get this into your head, Twilight was utterly and ridiculously boring, apart from the fact that there were interesting reactions from other movie-watchers. New Moon was is pretty awesome, love the CGI and stuff. It was captivating every second, no kidding. Cherin always grip hand every time she thinks there's something scary that's gonna happen/ when she thinks something gonna jump out on her. I almost shoved the popcorn into her face. And we laughed at the 'go.' adv. Of course there were others lah. When the whole cinema was pitch dark I threw a bunch of popcorn at the seat in front of my -- thankfully the seat wasn't occupied. And after I happily munched on my jumbo hotdog, cherin asked me to let her try. I did lah, but then she was like 'ahhhhhh' and you get the point. She was pretty pissed off with New Moon's ending, 'suspense' she says. And she also said ' like dis oso can?' (around those lines lah) 7 times, yeaap, i counted.
I was considering to watch it again but i thought, one deep impression was enough, no need to overdose my satisfaction.
Today is better than yesterday, the pain i mean. But still, it's there. The cause i guess, relates to 6 years ago bah, when i shouldn't be. So far, I guess i'm doing pretty well at using the 'eraser'. It's selfish.
BTW SAY BENEDICT AND STEPHANIE AT J8 TODAY!! :D Apparently benedict was gonna watch Christmas carol - again.
I'm hungry!
Took this photo from Cheryl's Tumblr, cool eh. It means I love you. Last night, Brian and I played msn games until super late early in the morning. 2.40 a.m. to be exact. :P It was fun, I kept being recharge and drain out at the same time. For some unexplainable reasons. Well anyways thanks a million Brian. But that's not the point, the point is, after we play until so 'late', THEN he tells me he has training - at 7.30 a.m. . WTF LOR. Just when I thought I could sleep peacefully, great job brian, great job. For making me feel guilty.
Anyways, today will be watching Twilight Marathon . Splendid :D 

Hahah this is nice: 
Hang man.
Feel much much much better now, thanks to brian. for playing hang man with me. XP and not sleeping....yet.
Thanks Cheryl, after a long time this is what I've been looking for.

I'm almost speechless, and I hoped that day never happened.
"Fell into your hole and climbs out in agony."
Your making me tired and so I'm going to ***** ****** **** **** ****. I was broken but you shattered me. And it's great cos it's a clean break.
My msn personal msg :I'm healing, and i need to forget what was the cause of the pain. For certain, you have to be lost to find a place that can't be found.
Maybe it's true that we don't know what have until we've lost it, but maybe its also true that we don't know what we are missing until we find it.
IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY.
...AND I FEEL GREAT ALREADY.
I regret waking up today.
It's official, today is the MOST HURTFUL AND WORSE DAY EVER. It totally sucked. WTF AND FML. ARHGH. I REGRET WAKING UP THIS MORNING. IT HURTS TOO MUCH. TOO MUCH OF BEING HURT - PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY/EMOTIONALLY. TOO MANY REFUSALS AND IGNORING ME IN A SORT OF WAY-IGNORING SIGNIFICANT STUFF THAT I ASK. 3 AND IT JUST GETS WORSE.
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew."
I'm trying to forget someone.

I just keep getting hurt.
How do you mend a broken heart?
Will add more stuff later :D
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